littlefrozengirl's Xanga

shifted!

Thu, 24 Apr 2008 09:04:03 GMT

its last-toknow.blogspot.com now so please relink tyvm! (:

i'm not okay.

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 10:13:20 GMT

lifes just another facade, isn't it? i wonder why. my mind is empty...

i can feel your pain, cos it fucking hurts me to say what i've said to you. i've got so much to say but words can't express how i feel now. i feel so tired, so emotionally drained. my emotions are screwed. nothing seems to be able to make me happy. i can't concentrate on anything anymore. sigh, but i guess its for the better in the long run. i can't continue hurting you, that'll be so fucking selfish for me. i've realised, realised that my selfishness has created so much hurt. i just hope you'll be okay, soon.

& once i've started, i just can't stop. crying, that is.

its alright.

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 09:35:20 GMT

emaths mock test today. ha, so fun! halfway through the paper i got frustrated and didn't want to do anymore lol =o i couldn't concentrate at all because (a) i was tired and (b) i was hungry. >.< don't know why i can't do work when i'm hungry ): (like carrot,hee) gahhh! will flunk this paper badly =o

i left my heart somewhere in hollywood and its ok, i don't need it anyway.

fuck those tears.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 12:13:44 GMT

carrot! just know that whateverrrrr happens, short will be there for you ok? 24/7! i'm just a phone call away if you need me, even if its 4am in the morning k! (:

i love you and you know it!

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tomorrow will be the last day yea?

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 10:59:44 GMT

all alone.

i want to crysxsx lehzzzzz but can'ts howwxw? twit is fun.

and yet again.

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 10:44:41 GMT

tee-you-see-kay you.

f**ker. i'm so f**king pissed so f**k off.

Monday, April 21, 2008

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 22:30:42 GMT

WO ZHI DAO YAO ZHEN ME ZUO LE! :D

alright, i'm feeling better after seeing some words from somewhere. LOL okay. whatever. i just feel better, & i've made up my mind, woot.

chem almost killed me yesterday night =o i don't know, i think MsY is gonna kill me too =( sigh.

i wanna switch back to blogger but i can't figure the 'open quote' thing and i got so pissed off with it.

alright gtg or i'll be late for school! damn, its raining =(

Monday, April 21, 2008

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 10:42:43 GMT

take me away from this cruel place - somebody, please.

i'm so tired.

whats next =o

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 07:16:32 GMT

everything's just a facade. masks are being put on day after day until one feels so used to it. i can't tell anymore, if the smiles around me are broken, or the laughters are just forced. i hate this feeling.

hold back the tears girl because what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

=o

Sat, 19 Apr 2008 07:56:20 GMT

i'm just so so so sorry. grah. the time just isn't right. thank you for understanding. i'll still be here yea.

'tonight i've fallen and i can't get up. i need your loving hands to come and pick me up, and every night i miss you i can just look up and know the stars are holding you, holding you, holding you, tonight.'

i'm finally able to put everything down and decide what i want for ONCE. well, phew. but i still feel effing guilty. arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.